Today I've officially broken up with my 6-month long kareshi. I'm not 'okay' actually but I think I'll be just fine. It's painful to have these memories of him flashing back from time to time but I'm already accepting the fact that these fragments are already part of my yesterdays. Well, I was happy being with him and I enjoyed his company. I even thought that it could last forever. I really did. But I guess some good things never last.
I think I'll be able to face tomorrow and move on. It's just that it's kind of lonely without his company around. I was getting used to having him 24 hours on my cellphone and hearing his laughters, his giggles and his talks with that soft voice of his. I won't ever forget. I'll carry these bitter-sweet memories of my first kareshi, my first love.
-the other side of the coin-
I think I'll be able to face tomorrow and move on. It's just that it's kind of lonely without his company around. I was getting used to having him 24 hours on my cellphone and hearing his laughters, his giggles and his talks with that soft voice of his. I won't ever forget. I'll carry these bitter-sweet memories of my first kareshi, my first love.
-the other side of the coin-
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