Of rains and floods...

So that's what it means when they say, "for better or for worse".

Glad the laptop was saved.;)

Always,

Aia

S.O.S

Can someone, please, take me somewhere far away -- away from all these suffering and fear and confusion and anger and hatred and sadness.

Save me.

In pain,

Aia

Like Clark Kent

"Tan-tara-tan!" he said as he unveiled the shirt he was wearing - the one that I gave to him a week before.

Even though I didn't give any reaction the way he expected me to give (because I was a bit mad at him), deep inside I smiled to myself and thought he's kind of cute and I'd just forgiven him already.

Always,

Aia

Who I Am...

I've been feeling depressed lately when I come across with this song by Jessie J. It brought the sparks back to my day. It's saying that it's okay to be myself and it's not wrong to feel not okay sometimes. Her song inspired me.

Here it is:

Who You Are by Jessie J.

I stare at my reflection in the mirror

Why am I doing this to myself?

Losing my mind on a tiny error,

I nearly left the real me on the shelf.

No, no, no, no, no...

Don't lose it all in the blur of the start!

Seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing,

It's okay not to be okay.

Sometimes it's hard to follow your heart.

Tears don't mean you're losing, everybody's bruising,

Just be true to who you are! (who you are [x11])

Brushing my hair, do I look perfect?

I forgot what to do to fit the mold, yeah!

The more I try the less is working, yeah yeah yeah

'Cause everything aside me screams
No, no, no, no, no...

Don't lose it all in the blur of the start!
Seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing,
It's okay not to be okay.
Sometimes it's hard to follow your heart.
But tears don't mean you're losing, everybody's bruising,
There's nothing wrong with who you are!

Yes, no's, egos, fake shows, like BOOM,

Just go and leave me alone!

Real talk, real life, good luck, goodnight,
With a smile, that's my home!
That's my home, no...
No, no, no, no, no...

Don't lose it all in the blur of the start!
Seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing,

It's okay not to be okay...

Sometimes it's hard to follow your heart.
Tears don't mean you're losing, everybody's bruising,
Just be true to who you are!


yeah yeah yeah

Just got inspired,
Aia

Who do you think you are?

Suddenly, he's communicating again. He's like wanting my attention once again. After all the hell I've been through because of him, now he feels like he wants to return to me. This is all I want to say: Who do you think you are?!

 

Lyrics to Jar of Hearts by Christina Perri:

No I can’t take one more step towards you, cuz all that’s waiting is regret

And don’t you know I’m not your ghost anymore, you lost the love I loved the most

I’ve learned to live half alive, and now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are, running round leaving scars

Collecting your jar of hearts, and tearing love apart

You’re gonna catch a cold from the ice inside your soul

So don’t come back for me, who do you think you are?

I hear you’re asking all around if I am anywhere to be found

But I have grown too strong to ever fall back in your arms

I’ve learned to live half alive, and now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are, running round leaving scars

Collecting your jar of hearts, and tearing love apart

You’re gonna catch a cold from the ice inside your soul

So don’t come back for me, who do you think you are?

It took so long just to feel all right, remember how to put back the light in my eyes

I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed, cuz you broke all your promises

And now you’re back, you’re looking to get me back

And who do you think you are, running round leaving scars

Collecting your jar of hearts, and tearing love apart

You’re gonna catch a cold from the ice inside your soul

So don’t come back for me, don’t come back at all

And who do you think you are, running round leaving scars

Collecting your jar of hearts, tearing love apart

You’re gonna catch a cold from the ice inside your soul

Don’t come back for me, don’t come back at all

Who do you think you are?

Who do you think you are?

Who do you think you are?

Always,

Aia