Aia's Jewels

Let me introduce to you the most beautiful, most amazing, most talented person I have ever met -- my best friend: NOVA NIÑA "bang" T. JUAREZ.

She's been my best friend since way back in high school during our fourth year. She's the best gift yet God ever gave me. No one is as blessed as I am to have a friend like her. I love her so very much now and forever.



Very beautiful, isn't she? ^_^

I also had my two close friends from college -- DANICA ZAIDA "aika" BROFAR and BLEZEL "bheng" PADILLA. We used to be stuck together like glue during our first two years in college however, the both of them had their own journey but somehow we managed to connect with one another even after all those years. I really enjoyed their company.


And then, my closest male friend ever -- JOHN JOSEPH "dong" RANARA. He became my friend during our SOEP (a bridging program conducted by DOST for the newly awarded scholars). He was the silent type who always had headphones on his ears and sleeping during break time. I really enjoyed conversing with him, like my best friend, I could talk anything under the sun with him (except I can't talk with him until dawn like I do with Bang.XD


They're the jewels of my life and I love them all. I am so blessed!XD

Lesson of the day: Count not the things you have lost but the blessings you already have.

I've Had Enough

Even as I have confessed to the world my feelings for him, as of this moment, I am ending it.

It has become too painful to bear. Love is supposed to be a wonderful feeling; but all I could ever feel are nothing but hopelessness, emptiness and pains. This is just too sad. I feel sorry for myself. I could hear the voice of my pride telling me loud and clear to shut my doors for him and move on. I should have done this sooner for I know he does not and will not love me back even from the start. (Ugh, what am I hoping for?! ~_~)

Once, he referred me as a hook in his poem. A hook that comforts, cares and confuses him. Well, right now, I want to tell him that the hook is untangling him free; that the hook has finally realized that she is setting her targets too low to be capturing a goldfish caged in a fish bowl; and that the hook has decided to go and fish a bigger, more beautiful, more deserving catch in the wide ocean where a lot is free to love her back.

I love him but I don't want to love him anymore. Now, this is final. This goodbye is finally real. This time mō ii!

Charm's New Look

Last May, I decided to cut my long, straight hair short. It was still the same layered style with bangs almost covering my eyes. I stashed the colored parts (dying your hair can really damage it if you're as lazy to have a monthly treatment as me... so take caution.) to make my hair look black again.

So now, I look like the one you're seeing in here.

What do you think?

~Randomness~

I just finished reading Chapter 11 of Io Sakisaka's Strobe Edge manga. I really admire how Io-san drew the characters. I think they're so beautiful. The story's also fun to read. I feel sorry for the female protagonist at first but I like her optimism when it comes to love. Even though she knows that the man she loves has already someone he cherishes, she still continue to love him in silence while respecting his feelings and admiring his faithfulness and love for his girlfriend.

I think it's admirable because personally I can not do such a thing. I can't be friendly with someone whom I've fallen in love with when I know he's inlove with somebody else. I mean, I don't want to get myself hurt even more because of that person. If it was me, I'd be running away from him and trying to erase his existence in my memory (that's what I personally call SELF-REBOOT *teehee*). Nah, don't believe that... that's just my chicken-self talking. Actually, I think if it was me, I'd be distancing myself from him for a bit but I won't do so much as to lose his friendship. I won't hope for a miracle *that they would break-up in the end kind of miracle* either. I would be focusing on how to boost myself instead like widening my social circle and getting into sports or adventure. But, that's just me... I can't go inside the Manga and tell the protagonist "Step aside, I'm taking over." Besides, I think characters like her is essential to make the manga so beautiful and fun to read. *I especially think that the male protagonist is soooo desirable, oh I mean, so beautifully drawn...I'm so engrossed with it..* Here's some information of the story thanks to wikipedia:

Strobe Edge (ストロボ・エッジ) is an ongoing Japanese romantic shōjo manga written and illustrated by Io Sakisaka which is about a gentle high-school girl called Ninako Kinoshita. It is serialized by Bessatsu Margaretand currently consists of 6 volumes and 19 chapters. Volume 6 ranked 24th as of July 01 2009.

Plot:
Ninako has never been in love and continuosly questions what love even feels like. She then asks her childhood friend Daiki Korenaga, who has emotions towards her, about what being in love feels like. However Ninako is still unsure whether she actully has feelings towards Daiki. Then one day on the train home from school, she bumps into Ren Ichinose, the guy school idol for the female population and the figure whom Ninako and her friend's spend their breaks catching just a glipse of Ren. Afrer a short incident, a short conversation and his smile, she experiences a new feeling, the feeling she has been longing for...love.

Main Characters:

Ninako Kinoshita The main female protagonist of which the story revolves around. A very gentle easily confused adolescent fragile girl who spends her days chasing after Ren. She can be jelous easily and quick to jump the gun at times however she is good at most of her subjects with the exlcusion of mathematics which she mentions is her weakest subject a number of times.
Ren Ichinose The male school idol who is basically good at everything and plays the role of main male protaganist. He likes to keep himself isolated from most students and is admired by all of the female populous as a result. He has a close group of friends which are male however the story gives the impression most other male students are jelous of his position. He also has a strong passion for mathematics.
Daiki Korenaga Daiki is introduced as a childhood friend of Ninako's and has strong feelings towards her at the beginning of the story. He grew attachment to Ninako after his parents divorced two or three years prior to the start of the manga to which he had to make the choice of living with his mother and older sister or his father. Since choosing to live with his father his relationship with his older sister lost its flavour. It is clear that Ninako was a love interest of his since he chose the school based her choice and in Strobe Edge: Another Light it is suggested that he picked it last minute.
Ando Takumi Introduced later on becomes a major role character. Ando is Ren's middle school friend and also has a idol like status so he finds himself competing with Ren like a rival at times. Ando takes advantage of his position and is a big time player among the female students however he forms no bonds or relationships with them and believes himself not fit for a relationship. However his opinion changes after Ninako has a strong affect on him and so his conquest begins.
Mayuka Korenaga Mayuka is the eldest of the main cast and is Daiki's older sister. Her existence is also kept low profile until a certain point where it is found that she is actually the girlfriend of the unobtainable Ren Ichinose. She has a job which is in the modelling business which she pursued for what she thought was Ren's sake and she is currently studying for extrance exams to university. After chapter 7 she has her own story arc entitled Strobe Edge: Another Light which is set when her parents are separated and where she meets Ren for the first time.

Here are some scanned pages of Strobe Edge *I only handpicked those ones that made me go KILIG... hahaha* Credits to Io Sakisaka for the drawing and the story. Thank you to the group scanlating and sharing this manga for manga fans like me. *I've been trying to find a hard copy so I could buy one but unfortunately I haven't seen one yet...T_T* Oh yeah, some of the pages weren't translated yet so this may contain some spoilers... BEWARE: These are bad for your heart *charing!*.

Ah, ah... such romance... such kilig-factor! *rawr*... teehee... just kidding! Well, let's leave it at that, I'll be continuing my story right now *I'm still logged at the 1st chapter~~T_T~~*. Till next time~~

A nice weekend to everyone~

Always,

CharmAia

Having fun with Onion Head.^_^

Hello Everyone! Good morning~~ I'm having a break from writing my *ahem* novel... *ahem* I'm still at Chapter I (I'm not even half way through it...T_T) but I'm having fun writing it. It's a girl-meets-boy kind of story. My target readers are those aging 15-20 years old who still believes in the magic of love... *aw*.... I thought of posting the story in here last night, but I decided I won't post it yet until it's already done and has already been proofread and edited (by me, myself and I..*snicker* ). Well, look forward to it! It will be a great love story. *teehee*

I'm currently watching FUSHIGI YUUGI right now. I've seen this one a thousand times but I just can't get enough of it. I remember being obssessed over this anime when I was in my primary and secondary years. Really, even until college I tirelessly looked for the complete set of this anime (including the OVAs). It never cease to amuse me. *nod* *nod*

I don't like Miaka, the heroine, much. She's such a baby and so immature for her age. I mean, even common sense should have been simple to follow yet NOO she doesn't even have one... ugh... I always get a headache when she comes out(to think she has to come out in the video more often than any of the characters ~ she's the heroine of course!!!).

<--- I really like Tasuki's character... *grins*....I mean, look at him, isn't he HOT?! *drools* (forget about his Rekka Shinen stuff) He's hotter than that... and funny too! *lol* I don't know, I guess you could say I'm attracted to nasty guys like him... *ahem* *ahem* Well, personally, I think he's one of the colorful characters in FY. Thanks to Yuu-san for creating him! Yay! ^_^

So much for Fushigi Yuugi stuff, I'll continue my movie watching~

P.S: I just love this ONION HEAD emoticons...*giggle* *giggle* *giggle* They're soooooooo KAWAII!!!!!

-the charms of imagination-

Listen...There's this guy....

Lemme talk about my crush.

Well, actually, it wasn't a crush at first... it suddenly turned out that way (just to chase the pains of being broken-hearted away).

He's not THAT attractive of a guy. Not my TYPE either. Like I said, it was random. He's got this mysterious aura like those of my EX... ugh... I don't want to get through this reminiscing again...

Well, like I said, because I don't know him, he doesn't know me kind of thing, I get excited everytime I see him during lunch time... My heart could go *doki* *doki* on me...

I don't want to get to know him for I know, surely, the thrill would be gone and excitement would die right there and then... I don't like that... it won't be fun anymore...(such a bad girl!!!) I scare myself sometimes....hehe

And so, I'll continue my secret giggles as my eyes scan the company canteen for that mysterious aura of his...

Random Talks on Random Thoughts

Have you noticed? My blog looks a little nicer than before, noh? Well, I got nothing to do so I've been working hard on my blog.


I added some gadgets that may let my visitors interact with me faster...i think... I really hope you'll enjoy your visit... I'll be updating my blogs from time to time with interesting topics (not only about being broken hearted or lonely or anything like that... I hope...).
Well then, I wonder if it's okay to post my stories in here... hmmm...
Guess, I'll run and think about that some more....